this one is for you.
The funny thing is, I feel like that I should write you but in fact I'm not so sure what I should write about so here it is. I know that I shouldn't talk about something too serious because it's going to put your house. And I also know that today is probably not a very good day for you because from the way you sent your message. I know all that and I think that you know that I know that. But the truth is I want you to know that we have similar situations. There are days that we really want to talk to each other; there are also days that we just want to be with ourselves. I think that's the hardest thing for people who are separated in a very long distance and still try to maintain a close relationship.
I guess the thing that we can be very proud of ourselves is that we know how each other feel. Despite the long distance, a total of 10143.7 km (6303 miles), and the time difference, a total of five hours difference, we still can almost feel each other's passes and everything else that came across our reminds. In fact I think this is where the magic yes. We know who we are and we have faith in what we believe in. And most of all, we have to be patient. And time can be our best enemy because it teaches what is the most important thing and what's worth waiting for and what's worth fighting for.
I keep on having this idea that I know things are going to have bigger changes once we are close to each other. And I'm working really hard on that. I mean, I have been waiting for 15 years, what's the heart for waiting another year or two to find out. And deep inside I know that there could be something good here, why it's so goddamn hard! Just as someone I heard on the radio the other day. He said, "Good relationships don't come easy." And in fact we are both very emotional people and that it's blains how you feel in the situation very well.
No matter what, I just hope that I will see you soon and I know that everything will be fine. I'm thinking about you a lot and I wish you have a great day.
Your kanka
